"Thoughtless-ness" - no less than an Explosion !!!

Life never ceases to " S O C K " u in the face...its such an ineveitable thing that keeps reminding how insignificant / helpless /limited u r in this magical existence...still u love this life / this whole farce of occupying "space n time" in a finite / real time universe....

The whole deal of expressing what u exactly have in ur heart is so intoxicating, yet complicated that u can face the most stiff rapid fire round of 9 millions questions, the moment u ask a "reasonabaly interesting woman" --- "R u seeing someone ? "....dude, in no time u'll start getting a heady feel n slip into a mental state wherein the world seems to be crashing on ur skull as if it just experienced a free fall....

"Free fall" also reminds me of the random motion of particles in some aparently super arbit chapter of particle physics that i used to browse thru, some point in time...except that the particles gets replaced by thought waves that keep bombarding ur psychic screen and display illegible images....Gosh !!! u must be mumbling " As illegible as it gets"...but trust me, am not even makin any effort to make any sense here...am not even attempting to co-relate / simulate isolated thought sparks here and allowing them a free willy on the readers minds...:)

Life's seen quite a few bumpy rides over the past coupla months...which obviously have left me so much more learned / liberated / totally "screwd up in the head" for a moment or two /smarter / less emotional /n tryin to see some sense in the art of "detatched sex" ( a concept, some 18 year old hand explained over 45 mins, some three years back).....

Till I figure out a better and less complicated state of mind.....Cheers....