September 28th.....

Durga puja this year is scheduled way too ahead than usual...instead of the usual 3rd week of october thingy its a end sep stuff this time...Maa & mamam are in bombay with me this year ....primarily to run away frm the hullaboo of kolkata durga puja....too many memories of baba to erase n ignore during these special festivities that keeps floating on the surface of our awareness...sucha weird feel this time...the first Durga puja without baba...anyways....

Had a nice audition for a new anurag kashyap ( a dear friend) film...hope i get it...a start to finish 45 days schedule in october...this project can lead me to Maniratnam's next project Lajjo with Aamir n Kareena...did a good job in the audition...rest is all whatever's in store for me....

Fountainhead continues to grip me with apt attention...someone said it gives one a new route of self introspection...i cant agree any more to that....

The rest of the year is gonna be way too crucial for me in terms of personal & professional changes in life...a weird vibe that keeps giving me alert popups in my brain cells...and thankfully its not a eerie feel...professionally i foresee myself being a part of some very ambitious / my kinda film projects...and the symptoms seem to grow with every passing day...on a personal level also i somehow get a feel of a mild transformation of my inner self that has just set in...which is primarily an influence of people i met in the recent past...they are continously helping me look into myself with very different perspectives...cant cease to feel grateful every night before crashing....hope it continues....hey is it goin way beyond ? don worry...u'll know what i mean..soon...even i'll know what i mean...very soon....cheers....